I believe that I have tried all out all the ideas I know to keep my marriage exciting and thrilling. I have always been with girls as welll as guys. When i met my now husband I finally knew what it was like to be truly loved and to have another human be madly In love with me. So when my heart was broken I was lost and still struggle each day to forgive. So hopefully me going through daily challenges to once again find myself (to see if my marriage will work) I will keep each of you updated.