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Secret Life
 
I am blogging here about my secret life, my double life.
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How I knew M.
Posted:May 27, 2008 2:57 pm
Last Updated:May 28, 2008 10:30 am
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I got to know M over the internet. It was a boring afternoon for a 16 years old who just finished her 'O'-Levels. I logged on to Yahoo! Chat and got to know M from one of the channels.

He is 8 years older than me. Just started out working at a Japanese IT MNC after finishing his studies at NUS.

We spent a couple of hours over the internet each day talking about everything under the sun. I did not know many graduates at that time as all my friends were my age or younger and my cousins from University prefers to hang out with other cousins of their age.

As time passes, we got more familiar with each other and we started talking about sexual topics. There was not many people I can talk about sex with apart from my boyfriend, P. So, M was a good choice as I do not see him, so it was not embarrassing and he is open-minded and understanding.

He took the time to hear me out from his busy work schedule as a newbie at work. Sometimes if he gets too busy to go online, he would call me or sms me to update about each other's life. Like a big brother, he keeps a lookout for me all the time.

I grew to trust him and entrusted all my secrets which I intended to bring to my grave with him. I started to like him more as a big brother. However, I could not tell P about M. P is too possessive to understand that patriotic friendship could happen between a boy and a girl. So, for the next 7 years till today, I kept my friendship with M a secret.

From cyber friends, we became phone, sms and cybersex friends. M advised me to work as to grain more experience. So, I took up a part time administrative job while waiting for my results. I was happy to have something to do. But I did not realize that M secretly came and peep up on me while I was at work. It was not difficult to point me out as I was the only Chinese in that company.

I did not know that he has seen me before and I was shy to meet him after telling him so much about me. Then, the chance to do so finally came up innocently.

One day, I needed to buy some IT products and was seeking his advise over the phone. He said, "There is an IT show coming up this weekend. Maybe you can come down to take a look. It will be cheaper to buy there and also, I will be there." I kept silent for a while. I did not know how to react. To meet him would be to reveal my true self, totally.

I picked up my courage finally and went with my mum and sister as we needed a few items. Upon reaching the IT show, I called him, "Hey, I'm near your booth. Where are you?" I was looking around for someone who would resemble him then I saw this guy on the phone, staring at me...

I fell in love.

That very instant, I will never forget for the rest of my life. As our eyes met, something filled me up inside. I can never describe how I feel in words.

"Erhmm... Is that you?" I said. I saw him nodding his head before hearing him say yes. I hanged up and walked over. I did not introduce myself but I introduced my mum and my sister and started telling him about what we were looking for. I must have been really nervous as I find myself talking really fast and all the while, he just kept smiling at me.

After deciding on what we were going to buy, he was really nice to offer to help send it to my house as back then, IT shows do not provide trolleys for bulky items. I still remember what he wrote on the box with a black marker stating, "SOLD. To be delivered by (His name)." I still have that box in my attic. Of course, I did not realize that by doing so, he would have my home address.

We arranged a date for him to come over. No one was home except for my maid. So, he carried the box upstairs and helped me fix and install it. All these were not part of his job but he was doing it out of goodwill for me, the computer idiot. I thank him over and over again.

As he knew that I was meeting some friends in town for a birthday dinner, he offered to send me to town on the pretext that he was meeting his friends for dinner too. It took some pondering and pursuing but I accepted his kindness in the end.

On the way to town, I was really comfortable being alone with him. We talked about some stuff and he asked me if I bought anything else from the IT show and so on. So, I told him about this laptop that I bought from the IT show and that I needed to collect it from Sim Lim Square as it was out of stock and other rubbish which I cannot remember.

Nearing town, he asked me if I was early as he needed to fix some stuff. As, taking a ride from him saved a lot of time for me, I was an hour early, I followed him to fix his stuff. Spending time with him was really comfortable. He put me at ease.

As I was having dinner, I received a call from him. He told me that he can fetch me home if I want to as it was on the way home for him too. I did not know what to do. I thought about P but as M have been my long time friend and it was really interesting to see him in person, I wanted to spend more time with him as well as to see if he was exactly like the person I knew over the phone.

I agreed and after lying to my friends that my dad was picking me up (I could not think of any other excuses to give), I left to meet M. Taking a ride from him was really nice but I did not want to seem like I was taking advantage of him, so I told him about how I felt about the whole thing, "him being over nice to me".

He wanted to talk about it but as I was near home already, he asked me if I knew of anywhere we can talk a bit before going home. So, I suggested this place I have been before with my parents that was near the sea. He parked his car and we sat there talking.

He confessed that he had peeped at me while I was working part time previously. I was shocked. I asked him why he did not tell me. He said, "I did not want you to think that I am some kind of weirdo but I just wanted to take a peep that's all." Then I ask whether he likes what he saw. He did.

We talked for a long time. I was surprise at how relax I was being at a secluded car park with a man I have only seen twice. I started feeling tired and was squirming around in my seat. He saw and offered me his special rejuvenating massage! Playfully, I accepted.

One thing leads to the other, we started kissing. He did massage me first but I was the one who kissed him first. Years later when we talked about it, he said that it was because I seem comfortable with him and I kissed him that was also why he dare to feel me up, my breasts and other parts of my body.

I was really horny from being touched by him. Or if I was really honest, I was really horny was I saw him at the IT show! From petting to heavy petting, most of it was initiated by me. I started unbuckling him and touching his penis with my hand.

I definitely was not disappointed. After stroking him for awhile, I could not take it anymore, I was this crazy girl, s*cking on a man whom I have only met twice. His moaning got me going, he wanted it too. From later conversations, he did say that then he was really surprise at what I did and he sworn that he has not anticipated or do anything to make it happen. Of course, I did owned up and said that it was me who wanted it. However, he did enjoy himself and was thinking about the next session before even sending me home.

The first blowjob was kind of messy. He was different from P, whom I was used to. When he cum, he pulled me away and stroked himself. Later when he was more settled, I asked him why. He said that he was about to cum that was why he pulled me away. But I told, "But I love drinking cum." He was totally blown away and he started to kiss me again. But I pushed him away teasing him, saying, "Next time perhaps. It's late. Let's go home."

From that day onwards, our friendship changed to "friends with benefits".

Of course, he offered to go collect my laptop with me for our second meeting... (To be continued!)
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di3creet_4u - Introduction
Posted:May 21, 2008 11:28 am
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2008 2:59 am
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I love sex.

I am 24 years old and I get horny really easily. Erotic stories or pictures of good taste catches my eyes and sometimes make me want to touch myself too.

My partner (P) loves sex too. Especially blowjobs. Of course, I am always happy to give. We have countless of intimate sessions over the years and we still cling on each other like first time lovers. Teasing me when we are out in the public is his favorite foreplay. As for me, knowing that he is always wanting me is enough to make me wet anywhere, anytime.

Apart from my P whom I am engaged to, I have been seeing a married man (M). We knew each other long before he even knew his wife. We were best friends who talks about everything under the sun. However, most people would call us
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