My Joy and Lament.
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Posted:Feb 18, 2009 7:06 am
Last Updated:Mar 29, 2020 4:28 am
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My Joy and Lament.
Nearly three years ago, I was miserable and stuck in a marriage that would not soon go away, we had became more like common house residents than husband and wife. A friend told me about LesbianPersonals.com so I joined and made some new friends.
Then one day I found this profile with the user name of Noel568 (the profile no longer exists, don't bother looking). She looked interesting though there was no picture. I wrote. No answer. I wrote again. She responded this time. We chatted for several weeks on the site. Until we finally moved to an other chat site just for convenience.
She was in exactly the same situation as I was and we had so many things in common. She had been in one marriage for twenty some years and I had been in three for a sum of more than hers. I finally managed to get her to send me a picture, I loved the way she looked. Time went on and numbers were exchanged after we were at chatting twice a day.
We finely meet two months later. I never thought it was possible but I fell madly in love with her on sight. She said that she had also, but would not admit it until months later. We had a torrid affair for the next year and two months. Her husband left her and three months later after leaving my wife I moved in with her.
As you may or may not know South Carolina has a waiting period of one year before a divorce can become final. So it was a waiting game for us to be together legally and be able to get married, it was to be in the summer. We finally got through her divorce, after some delays for court times. The economy hit bottom and work got scarce, so mine had to wait till finances got better.
Or love for each other had only grown stronger and the passion was always so fine, it was the grandest time of my live. We fit like two pieces of a jig saw puzzle always wanting to get back together as soon a possible when ever we had to be apart or any reason.
I lost my love of a life time January, the 29, of 2009 to a brain aneurysm, with not so much as an inkling that any thing at all was wrong. I doubt that I will ever find an other to replace her. At this point I don't even know if I can try. But friends would be nice.
I know some would say it is too soon to be here. Maybe it is, I still grieve for her daily. I also know she would have wanted me go on with life because she was so full of life to the very last second.
The one thing that I want every one to know more that anything else in the world is that, you can find love here. Deep passionate love like no other, if you meet that special some one that is a perfect match for you. At least here you stand a chance for there are so many that you are exposed to. I would have never found my Noel if it had not been for these sites.
If you should think you want to contact me now, I am looking for friends. How much more I do not know.
I wish you all the greatest hope that you find what you want that makes you happy.
Have a grand time, be safe.
Noel's Irish Cowboy
May she always rest in peace, with love.
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