A post, in a very long time.
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Posted:Jul 21, 2011 4:52 am
Last Updated:Jun 21, 2014 7:42 am
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It was more than 3 years ago that I stepped foot into a poly. I've lived, loved, made love, and eventually got my hopes dashed time and time again. At times, I thought I really couldn't muster the optimism to face what people would call 'bad luck', and I'd just berate myself over it, but now, and with the years behind me, NS is right around the bloody corner.
So why am I wasting my time posting here again? Apparently a friend of mine actually gave me a suggestion to find a fuck buddy before I go for my NS, and here I am, revisiting this place which hasn't really provided me with the experience I wished for 3 years back. (Yeah, screw free accounts, so many things you can't do.)
Perhaps it's wishful thinking, but maybe, just maybe, I might find a faint ray of hope with this last ditch effort to search, to interact, and eventually to make love again in a very long while, but I'll try not to keep my hopes up. Hell, I'd even flip a coin to decide my fate. Haha.
Terence.
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