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Realizing something is out of whack is the first step to fixing it.
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Realizing something is out of whack is the first step to fixing it. I noticed the last few weeks I have become very reclusive. I was going through some things today and noticed, in the last few weeks, I have not sent one text message that has not been a reply to one sent to me. Yes, even to my . I did not wish everyone my normal "Happy Canada Day" or my normal "Happy July 4th" to my American friends and family on fb. Not that I post a ton of things on fb, however, usually once every couple of weeks I post something about what is going on. I am not certain why I am being like this; it is not me being my usual self. Nowhere close to who I usually am. Now that I think about it, I have been the same in chat. I have become one of the lurkers… lol. Sometimes I am attempting to multi task, other times I am doing nada. I have not been writing either. Well I have attempted to write, it has been coming out as gibberish and makes no sense at all. This has to stop. I have to get back to who I am. I have to figure out why I am thinking the things I am thinking, because this sure as fuck does not make sense. And no I am not a danger to myself or anyone else. Sometimes fixing it is just getting out and doing the things you normally do, even if you have to force yourself the first couple of times. |
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First step is realizing it. Now on to the next step  Drop in and visit my blog sometime, but you'll probably regret it 
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Recognition is the first step. It helps to have someone to talk to if you tend to internalize things. Hugs, myelin
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hey you can always talk to me... maybe easy for you as i am a outsider looking inn... an dont know anyone in your regular day to day circle... feel free to unload those shoulders on me... i have big shoulders an a good listener.
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well if you want to talk about it, or more to see if thats it, an any optiions of things you could do... i am still here to listen..
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hope yur feeling alittle better today... smile an keep your chin up.... you can always top fan me an drop me a email....lol thanks LesbianPersonals for some dumb rules....lol
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glad to hear that a somewhat is atleast there.... yes you can email me, but i cant read it .... only if top fanned... dumb huh?
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redhot, I know that feeling of not talking to the ones close to you I grew up the same way. There is one person who I recently started sharing things with and the funniest part about it is she is a woman I have known since we where 7 years old. We never dated or really stayed in touch after our families moved over the years but growing up in school together (all the way through high school) there always felt like there should be more between us. Last December I friend requested her on fb and we have been even closer since. We know we have different paths this far in life and there will never be what we would want as far as our feeling towards one another. But having that person to share things with and finally being open in heart and mind with someone you can confide in opens doors and life doesn't feel so alone and closed in. I have a wife (on paper) who I am not that close to and never really was but at this point it's just a contract we are living out and we do our own thing outside of our business we have together. Doors always open it just depends on the feel for the door and timing I guess.
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