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The Death Rattle!!  

hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
8/31/2017 6:56 pm

    Quoting A1driver4:
    Thank you for sharing this again (I do remember reading this when you posted it before). That was such a brave thing to post and I think that everyone here would agree that you are an amazing woman.
Thank you so much. That is a very sweet thing for you to say.


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
8/31/2017 7:00 pm

    Quoting dreamon78:
    Granting your mother peace in her final hours was a beautiful and selfless act, even if it was contrary to the feelings in your heart. I have had far too many close friends lose a child and it leaves them with an emptiness and guilt that is unimaginable. I have also seen firsthand the devastating impact it has had on the siblings of the lost child. A home filled with delight is suddenly a place of inescapable sadness that they wrongly feel responsible for not being able to fix.

    You were a victim of circumstances that were beyond your control and even your understanding. No child can ever compensate for the loss of a sibling and yet for some reason they all feel an obligation and a guilt for not being able to mend an irreparably broken heart.

    It was clear your mother felt tremendous pain for letting her inconsolable grief rob you of the joyful childhood we all deserve. I hope you can find peace in the fact that even though she was never able to overcome her pain, she always knew you deserved better. You had every justification to be bitter and you rose above it and unselfishly granted your mother the eternal peace she could never find here. Hopefully, that tremendous act of love and kindness allows you to find your own peace.
Thank you so much. Such thoughtful words I do appreciate it. I loved her very much I just wish I would have been more educated with the desease when she was alive. I would have done things different,


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
8/31/2017 7:00 pm

    Quoting  :

Thank you so much Tez


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
8/31/2017 7:01 pm

    Quoting Horny45152:
    Thanks for sharing Jeanie....your true friends here understand - this is your blog and you use it how you want. glad i am a friend of yours
Thank you for listening Tools I appreciate that!!


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
8/31/2017 7:03 pm

    Quoting  :

Thank you. It has made me a stronger person. I appreciate you listening!


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
8/31/2017 7:05 pm

    Quoting Actionspeakloud9:
    Thats traumatic. My father asked me to stay with him when he was in hospice. I had missed so much work already I told him I had to go in and I would come back right after work. I got a call from the nurse right after arriving that he had passed. Home, alone by himself. I rack my brain about it and understand your challenge, focusing on the future instead of the past is easier said than done.
I am so sorry for your lost. I find our mind to be a powerful force. The thoughts of the what if possibilities are hard to overcome. Great to see you again Thank you for listening!


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
8/31/2017 7:05 pm

    Quoting dan_nl_2006:
    I think you did the right thing by sharing this post. It is sad to see someone so beautiful, so lovely and so innocent go. But in the end we all have to go back. I am sure baby sister in haven.
Thank you so much dan ni


wellhung8inch4 62M
100 posts
8/31/2017 9:35 pm

Jeanie,
I thought you had me won over by your incredible beauty and your incredible sexiness. This post opens up a whole new way that I see you.....I admire you for what you have gone through and how you view yourself. you are an amazing woman, never ever think less than that about yourself!


dukelacross717 35M
4 posts
11/7/2017 8:16 am

Wow you are just so damn sexy. I'd love to pound that pussy with this Big Black Cock.


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/6/2018 4:04 pm

    Quoting wellhung8inch4:
    Jeanie,
    I thought you had me won over by your incredible beauty and your incredible sexiness. This post opens up a whole new way that I see you.....I admire you for what you have gone through and how you view yourself. you are an amazing woman, never ever think less than that about yourself!
Thank you so much. This was a very hard topic to post. I appreciate you taking the time to read it. Happy weekend to you sexy friend


hotmamamm 48F
16916 posts
1/6/2018 4:07 pm

    Quoting dukelacross717:
    Wow you are just so damn sexy. I'd love to pound that pussy with this Big Black Cock.
. Naughty!


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