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strange  

shylady1952 71F
17 posts
10/21/2011 9:30 am
strange

it is rather strange this feeling of being lonely.I only knew him about 8 months, we never met yet i feel as if someone or something has died i feel lost ,and immersed in sorrow Is this normal it wasn't even the most intense thing iv ever been in .I think perhaps i felt he was the last chance at all this and now that ive failed there i am mourning the loss of this whole thing..I haven't the energy to start anything else right now ,i am hoping that will change,tho i am starting to doubt that too.i just don't believe i guess if that makes sense and i would guess it does not.Its like i figure it will fail before it starts now so why start .I am sorry for this downer but i had to write it out try to understand it.Lol i still don't yet i feel somewhat better .Just resigned a bit .I so wanted excitement .So wanted roses and love,instead of weeds and bull shit

nerkohguy 63M

10/21/2011 12:15 pm

 I gave up trying to understand other people...you have to understand youeself and what you want and need...never settle for less than you are wanting to give...
It's my story and I'm sticking to it...


DaphneANewGirl 69T

10/22/2011 9:43 am

 I have put my love life on hold until the day I finally exit my Chrysalis, and can find a lesbian partner.


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