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Blogs > taca22 > Rantings

Time to press the Delete button  

taca22 36F
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505 posts
6/6/2012 8:01 pm
Time to press the Delete button

ok i have decided. right now it feels damn painful to make this decision. but i think i have to do it. for my own sake.

i'm going to delete this fuddy out of my life. known him for one year. never thought it would move past msn conversations. and even more, never thought i would actually fall for him.

he doesnt know and probably would never know since he doesnt read my blogs that i care for him a lot and would do anything for him. many a times in usa, my heart was like "omg i love u".

my head however is the smarter one. it knows that he would never feel the same way abt me ever. it also knows that he doesnt even care for me as a friend. he doesnt bother himself with my problems. he wouldnt go out of his way to do sth for me as i have seen him do time and time again for his other friends, even the not so close friends. when i'm hurting, but i say i'm ok, he takes that at face value and doesnt bother to dig deeper. and he rarely listens when i talk.

and if u say, why not just keep him for the sex? well whats the point when he obviously rather be doing some hot asian chick. probably the only reason why he ever considered doing me was cos i am as of now the only one that is willing to do it with him.

i dont think i will be looking around for a new fuddy anytime soon. well until the time i get really horny then i might go looking again.

for now, let me crawl up somewhere and cry to sleep. then hopefully waking up to a new day putting this behind.
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rm_Dan4Frenz 51M
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6/6/2012 11:38 pm
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rm_killjoy2210h 49M
413 posts
6/7/2012 8:16 am

 just have a good rest n wakes up tml a fresh lady....

Brace up and life continues...


shakeurbonbons 39M  
202 posts
6/7/2012 6:15 pm

 well.. at least you are doing it on your own terms. and not him telling you to bugger off. but going cold turkey is the quickest way of getting over it. hardest too.

you prob need a distraction to completely get him outta your system. be distracted. be happy!


drbear39 48M
364 posts
6/9/2012 5:05 am

 u r just sticking by ur own rules..
and it is right for u to do so..

so cheer up and see what comes next ok..


drbear39


ReidXSephiroth 33M
151 posts
6/9/2012 11:01 pm

 That's the problem with having fuddy sometimes, you get emotionally attached. Glad u got out while it's still not too late


mrhandsome50 47M
80 posts
6/13/2012 12:56 am

 just curious, why can't u tell him all ur feelings in stead of writing blog about ur feelings for him? worried he may scared to die? it's best if man and woman can be open communicated to each other, but admit, it's only in wonder land.

think it again, what makes u fall for him since he don't seems listen to u that much and care about ur feelings?


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