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Blogs > rm_AusTxman032 > An unrelenting search for fun

The week holds promise.....  

rm_AusTxman032 57M
24 posts
1/16/2006 7:26 am

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5/15/2006 5:25 pm
The week holds promise.....

Bloggy Mondays to you all!
I finished out a somewhat uneventful weekend...but that leads into a weekend where I think it may be life changing.
I am going to try and meet with some of my friends this weekend. Hopefully for a romantic evening of kissing...and who knows what else.
After this weekend, I think I am going to sit down with my wife and explain what I want to happen. I have been reading about divorce and seperation...the good ways it can be done and I am encouraged.

My long term emotional well being is the most important thing to me...and I think they will be ok. The best thing my wife and I ever did was have them....but they are also the only reason we are still together. I realized this weekend that my wife is a good friend and we need to support each other to make these grow into young adults without wanting to impale us with a knife or something.
I also realized that my feelings for my wife are just NOT intimate and romantic the way they SHOULD be in a marriage. I have known this for many years but have shrouded it in my own guilt..and thinking its all my fault...No MORE>

My alcoholic parent is gone now...along with the issues she brought to the table..and I need to move on to the next stage of my life.

Wish me well this week.....we will see!

Take care ---play hard and play safe!

MisssCuriousity 63F

1/17/2006 6:34 pm

 Seems well thought out, although somehow it never actually goes as planned. Mine was spur of the moment decision, based on 6 years of knowing better. I can honestly say i dont regret it a bit. Parting as friends can be a really great thing. Kids learn alot by watching parents start over in a positive way.

I think that year i spent in celibacy was the best idea i ever had. I realize that could be an eye opener coming from someone on a site such as this. I didn't do it out of saddness or loss, but rather in a regrouping tactic. I THOUGHT i knew what i wanted in life.. and that changed drastically when i was hurled by my decision into a single lifestyle. Again.. no regrets

Take time to breathe.. .. afterward and often. It has taken me 2 years to discover what it is im actually searching for.. hell, and i thought i had half a mind..


rm_AusTxman032 57M
62 posts
1/18/2006 5:35 am

 Thanks to both of you...the advice is taken. I know it will be diffrent...I have never lived on my own...always either had a roommate..or my wife. I think I need it to truly build a life for myself. I have met several people that want to support me. I love being around ppl, I think thats part of it.

I dont think I could deal with being celibate for a year...but I see where your coming from Miss....I do need to make sure...that kids are taken care of and I am taken care of.

I may just drown myself in Work...I rent Margarita Machines on the side...so that is always fun...hehe.

Bye the way..you are both stunning...thanks for the input!

Geoff aka Fuzzy Tummy


MisssCuriousity 63F

1/19/2006 5:00 am

 Enjoy learning to live alone.... i never had either.... you can learn the steps, but its still an aquired taste..


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