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Reincarnation, bring it on!
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Reincarnation, bring it on! If there is such a thing as, 'reincarnation', I must have had a wonderful life, in a preexistence!  Because, all I can say is, this life sucks, big style. I would like, just for once, something nice to happen.  I know lots of people are in the same boat, as I find myself in. But the shit seems, never-ending!  Work either has me working my ass of, for a pittance, or they have me, sitting at home, with no work, making no money, what-so-ever. The hounds, are beating a path to my door & I have no juicy steak, to keep them happy.  The only way I can see a small light, at the end of the tunnel, is to sell my house & move hundreds of miles away from my friends, to a new area, where the houses are cheaper & I can clear some of my debts off.  My job takes me all over the country, so it really doesn't make a whole lot of difference, where my base is. But then I hit the catch 22 situation. To be able to get a fair price for my house, I need to do it up. It's a bit hard, when I don't have a pot to piss in!  When my Father passed away, he didn't leave enough money for his funeral & I didn't have the money to help out, so I had to borrow money from a friend, which I'm still paying back. My so called brother, said that if I did this, he would pay for the internment of our Father's ashes, in the family plot, with my Father's Mother, Father & his Wife.  Well, let's just say, my Father is still in a box, in my sitting room, since October, because my brother has gone back on his word & won't part with his money.  Which is only a fraction of what I had to borrow & pay back. And until I pay back the loan for the funeral, or sell my house, I can't afford to do it myself.  I wouldn't mind so much, but it was about the only thing my Father ever wanted, was to have his ashes buried with my Mother. OK, I apologize for the rant, probably something to do with the lack of sleep I've been experiencing.  But all I can say is, roll on reincarnation, because hopefully my next incarnation will be a blinder!  Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!     |
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Sorry I haven't been able to help out. I do feel terrible, but like you and with some stupid medical problems, there is only enough to live on...just. Just make sure Dad is infront of the TV, and he won't mind staying with you a bit longer. 
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Heyyy, you can piss in my pot  lol ...... It's about time we met up for a drink and a chin wag   
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If takes a little while to get your father to his final place of rest, it just takes a while. I think there is a good chance that both he and your mother would understand. There were many times that I felt like you, just not enough money to pay the bills. When I finally gave up worrying about it, and paid what I could, things seemed to start working out. Most of the times this is what happens. Promises are just ords until they are fulfilled. I would eat the steak, and hit the wolves in the head with a bat.
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5/11/2012 7:07 am |
Take comfort in the fact that you are not the only one going through hardships and financial issues. I just keep trying to remind myself that in the end, it will all work out. It may take longer than I like, but it will get done. Just keep fighting your way through it and keep focused on the end result. Just Another Geek on LesbianPersonals
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Sometimes we creat our on problems Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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Sorry I haven't been able to help out. I do feel terrible, but like you and with some stupid medical problems, there is only enough to live on...just. Just make sure Dad is infront of the TV, and he won't mind staying with you a bit longer. It's all Dad's fault, for dying on us so quickly. He is sat, so that he can see the TV, from where he is. I even watched, 'Seven brides for seven brothers', for him a few weeks ago. Just to keep him happy!  Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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Heyyy, you can piss in my pot lol ...... It's about time we met up for a drink and a chin wag Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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Not sure reincarnation works like that! I imagine you need to be reconciled to your troubles to get a good next life... Which wont help in this one! There little comfort in knowing that many others are also struggling. So, if you can't sell your house, can you sell your brother? Don't tempt me, with the selling of my brother thing! The only problem with that is, I don't think anyone would want him. Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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If takes a little while to get your father to his final place of rest, it just takes a while. I think there is a good chance that both he and your mother would understand. There were many times that I felt like you, just not enough money to pay the bills. When I finally gave up worrying about it, and paid what I could, things seemed to start working out. Most of the times this is what happens. Promises are just ords until they are fulfilled. I would eat the steak, and hit the wolves in the head with a bat. I wish I could just forget about the wolves, but they call & send me letters, daily, just to remind me, in case I may have forgotten that they are still after me. I may need to ask you to get me a nice big, strong baseball bat, just to be on the safe side! Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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Take comfort in the fact that you are not the only one going through hardships and financial issues. I just keep trying to remind myself that in the end, it will all work out. It may take longer than I like, but it will get done. Just keep fighting your way through it and keep focused on the end result. I know that there are a lot of people, who have it a lot worse than I have. Probably you included. I hope that your troubles, heal themselves very soon. But it really would be nice to have something nice happen, even if it was, just for a day!  Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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I know that things will probably sort themselves out, at some point in my life. It's just at the moment, I really have had enough of the shit happening! I was just thinking, that if I had murdered someone, I would have been let out on good behavior by now!  Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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It's hard to see the beginning & the end, sometimes. Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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It's been so long, that I have forgotten what it's like, to loose myself in freebies! Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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I'm sure your Father's spirit is already with your Mother's. He wouldn't want you to be stressing out over this. It will come right in the end. If there is another life for me....it had better be a good one or I'm not coming back. ~~Anais Nin~~
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Not quite sure, if I'm good at being bad or bad at being good???  Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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I'm sure your Father's spirit is already with your Mother's. He wouldn't want you to be stressing out over this. It will come right in the end. If there is another life for me....it had better be a good one or I'm not coming back. Sod it, as I have said in the past, I want to come back as a pampered pussycat. All you ever have to worry about is, where's comfy to sleep, what's to eat & where to have a crap! Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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Thank-you. Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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5/31/2012 1:40 pm |
I try my best, but the light at the end of the tunnel, just seems to be getting, further & further away. I know that there are a lot of people, who have it a lot worse than I have. Probably you included. I hope that your troubles, heal themselves very soon. But it really would be nice to have something nice happen, even if it was, just for a day! Just Another Geek on LesbianPersonals
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I think I've given up on nice things happening. It just seems to be one crappy thing after another. I know what you mean about hoping for some light at the end of the tunnel. I try and do the same and remind myself there are people who have it worse than me but every now and then I surely wonder.. Take care of yourself. That's all we can do and eventually something good has to happen....it's the law of averages. Life isn't about how many breaths you take, but about the moments that take your breath away!
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