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wyldst1469 61F  
129 posts
5/8/2012 10:02 pm
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You find out you significant other of almost 4 years is having some major medical issues. I can tell he is looking at the worst case scenario's for the issues before even seeing the specialist, not that I blame him.

A few friends have suggested that I leave him & go on with my life not having to deal with his issues which part of the bad part for me is he has no sex drive, and while we are in an open relationship,he tends to keep score & I don't want to hear down the road "well when I was sick, you were out fucking anything that walked", when i'd really love to be doing just that...so even tho he has no sex drive, it sure doesn't stop him from flirting with women, stuff like that, that I feel takes away from our precious time together, and makes me feel like a 2nd choice to him, that well she's here during all of this, forcing me to go to the dr,so she won't leave... well keep pushing other women in my face, ignoring the issues I brought up a few weeks back & you will find yourself alone, having to get one of the "hotties" on bon or LesbianPersonals to come keep you company cuz I for one am tired, well past tired of never being number 1 in your life.

I hope you read this, and I hope it makes you think about everything I have said here & the note from a few weeks back, that still hasn't been discussed, you just blew me off on those issues....I do love you, neither of us say it ever...... at least not to each other...so I really have no clue how you feel anymore...If it is going to be "I will keep her through all the medical bs, then move on from her", i'd much rather hear that now so that I can get packed up n find a place, and yeah your thinking of the medical things, Im thinking of places I could move to and be able to support my self & the cats, I do have 1 place that comes to mind...So dear the proverbial ball is in your court, what do you see yourself doing?

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