i will try to keep this short ...(smile),,,and i know my pic says "2" women...its my y address

Last year i was introduced...seduced into ...to this lifestyle by a woman that contacted me on my facebook page. Until then i was the typical working milf and lived a normal straight life. i began to evolve into a lesbians sex toy in training when our relationship came to a sudden end becasue of her situation. Now i want more. Nothing in my life has compared to the excitement and peace i found as i began to realize that being a submissive to other women is my true calling.
Still living my normal life on the surface means i have to keep this new one a total secret. It can only be an online relationship. However, i know from my short time as the devoted submissive of a wonderful Mistress, that it can be very real.
i am not looking to replace her. i am looking to find a new Mistress who will take me in new directions. There is one thing though that i did with her that i have found out is critical to building the connection and relationship nessesary to make this work for me. As part of my training , i had to tell her things about my life and fantasies and learn to obey her. She gave me things to do to teach me how to trust and obey and see myself for what i am. i had to perform tasks and send her detailed reports on how they made me feel. i also had to send pictures of me doing them to show her not only that i was doing them properly but also to have to look at myself and see what i was becoming. She also sent me just as many pictures of her to show me who i belonged to and let me see what i craved. We did interactive pictures of scenes she created for us. This had the most profound affect on me. i can only hope that this search on here will bring me to another Mistress who will do this with me again.
i also feel i have to say this and i will stop. my life as it is now does not lend well to me being constanly availabe.Taht may change next year but for now i can oly do this this in a safe and careful way as to protect my identity and family. Given that i will not give out any information that if stolen or revealed will lead anyone to find me. i will not make calls or go on webcam. This can only be an online relationship for now. So any women looking to meet or have me avalable to them full time , i amy not be for them. i can however do live chats sometimes but email and pictures are what work best for my limited availability.
Oh and one more thing....
i know these sites are full of men posing as women.(yes, most of you reading this, is my guess...lol)
So, the first pics we would need to exchange are verification style pictures...you know, like holding up notes with the other persons name and the date on it or something like that to show each other we are really the women on our profiles.
Sorry guys...(smile)

thanks for reading this and best wishes to all.

Lastly, i would like to say even though i have had some experience at this, i truly think with a new Mistress i will be feel very much new to this again in some ways. There is still way more left to explore than has been tried so far and i hope to be taken in and trained by one who will take me to those new places in her own ways with her own style. i am very excited by the possibilites that lay ahead with a new Mistress.

carol